I need a pause button so I can get the rest when I need it. I need a mute button so I can shut the world out and scream the things I so desperatley want to say. I need a rewind button as much as the rest of you, to fix my fuckups. A fastforward to prepare better for the next time. Repeat so I can re-live the great moments. A big red fix-it button for when things get rough and it's sister, do-it, for when things get sluggish. I need volume controls and slow motion. And the master with the set-up option. I need the controls in my hand, a way to ground myself. I need the ability to look before leaping. Headphones so I can hear myself clearly. 20/20 vision- foresight as well as hindsight. An oops button or a big fat eraser. Or maybe just an instruction manual. Do you ever feel as if you don't speak your language?