Uncertainty.

I have no idea where i'm going. I'm not even sure where i am.

shitty computer speakers have a lovley way of making you're music sound a little bit like vinyl. its nice.

anyway, back to it. i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know why. have no idea how it will end up, in the end, when it's all said and done. but that's a time i wont be around for. no sense wondering about it now. life is conforting in a way many cannot imagine. its all unkown, uncertain, and certainly welcome. i feel utterly unprepared and ready like never before. i felt sad until i started to write. i guess the truth is the fears are just hormones, and really its all hope and it's all so, so nice. i am so, so ready to do this.

i think i am exactly where i am supposed to be.